||[May. 19th, 2007|08:53 pm]
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I've had the worst day.
I've never been as scared as I was this afternoon
I thought I was going to lose my mum.
She woke up late and was feeling really Ill. Her heart was palpatating, her back was really sore, she was dizzy, her hands were going numb and she was short of breath so she called a Nurse Helpline thing, who called an ambulance. she didnt even think it was that bad but the nurse was really worried.
The ambos arrived in about 5 minutes and put all these wires on her and then one of them said that they had backup coming, mum asked why and she said "by the sounds of things you might be on your way out".
I ran into the kitchen and called my godparents to ask them to come around. They dropped everything and came straight here and I'm so thankful of that. I was trying so hard to keep myself together for mum coz I didnt want her to be worrying about me. But I thought she was going to die and I didn't want to be alone coz I was so scared for her. I was just praying and asking for her to be ok.
The ambulance took mum away and told me she was going to be fine and I just hoped they werent just saying that.
Then my godparents arrived, I told them what happened, packed my things and they took me to their house and said I could stay there until mum got out of hospital because we had no idea what was happening or how long she'd be in for.
We hadn't heard anything and it'd been a while so we called the hospital and they said we could come and see her, and in the car on the way there I got a phone call from one of the nurses saying she was ok and that we could take her home.
I've never been more relieved in my life.
I dont know what I'd do if I lost her and I'm just so glad that I didnt.
My grandma is driving here tomorrow to see her and to help me with the washing and stuff. Mum's still not feeling great, she's light headed and stuff but her heart is better. They said she had low blood pressure.
But the important thing is that she's ok!!